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Tomorrow's the debut of J2 common tests. But I've the strong sudden urge to blog nao, Idk why too. Hmmmmmmmmm.
Anyway, I'm already prepared to phail so yeah :/



They are the ones who bring joy into my life : )
Without them, I think I would be a goner.

Awww, not forgetting @djome_ whom I see like, only less than 10 times a year I think(?)
HAHAHAH. Nevertheless, she's the best couzin I can ever have heh :D

Cute much, no ?



All I wish for is to have a memorable 18th this year.
The only day in 2010 that holds utmost importance to me.
For the past 17 years, I actually didn't bother much about my b'day. &There were times when I'd totally forgotten about it.
I know this is super random. The thought of it just entered my mind, is it a sign to tell me something? Okay screw that. Guess I'm reading too much into it.

I shall just pray hard and wait.



F finally told me her story last night after soooooo long. As I listened to every word she said, I felt envious. Honestly.
A guy who would sacrifice and do so much for her, how fortunate.
The best part was that he actually played the guitar for F !!!!!!!
F was feeling relieved &happy at the same time because the guy finally confessed to her (Y)
Of course, I felt glad that my bestfriend was no longer confused over this whole thing.

But deep inside me, in my heart, I wondered if the same thing would ever happen to me too.
Sigh, I can carry on dreaming for the rest of my life.
This.is.damn.pathetic.I.swear.


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I doubt anyone would visit this site of mine anymore since I haven't been updating.
So I think I can just be frank here.

I once thought that having a boyfriend ain't no big deal. It was just pairing up with a guy.
Other than always hanging out with my close friends.
Until someone special entered into my life about 3 years ago and changed my whole perspective.
The flings and other crap came to an end when I finally got the true meaning.
I decided to get serious in a r'ship and yes, it was helluva' awesome thing.

But everything in this world comes with a price. Complications set in and everything was gone.
The price I paid was so heavy it caused an emotional scar on my heart.
I believe it's slowly fading away with time as I find myself falling in love over again.

!@#$%^& Okay I think I should stop here lest I get too carried away.
Afterall, some things are better left unsaid.