Everything was done, so you would come.
Yours Truly.
Monday, February 1, 2010, 7:10 PM
Keep my feet on solid ground.
Is trusting others really that difficult?
WARNING: THIS IS GONNA BE ANOTHER EMO POST. SO DON'T BOTHER TO SCROLL DOWN IF YOU DON'T CARE THANK YOU : )
Just talked to Joey on the phone just now. Glad to have her accompanying me throughout my long bus ride home :> Many things that she mentioned have filled my mind with thousands of questions.
Am I really such a nice person?
Am I really that soft-hearted?
Am I really that forgiving towards others?
Am I really one who does not hold grudges against others?
Am I ?
I don't know. I don't think so.
I'm grateful to my friends for thinking that way about me but I'm definitely not as perfect and awesome as you guys think I am :/
School's sucking the hell outta me every single day and yet all this shit is coming upon me I really cannot take it sooner or later. Everyone thinks that I'mma strong cheerful girl, but actually deep inside me, I'm just a fragile person who needs lots and lots of love to get by. Ice cream binge in school is seriously getting me nowhere.
A beeg thank you to all of my friends who showed their concern for me today even though they were rushing off for Orientation. (Grins) Thankz Kam Him, Kim Shen and Dionne for always being my listening ear. Thankz Joey for always thinking so highly of me, always being there for me whenever I'm happy or sad. Thankz Anthony for asking me if I'm alright and being my listening ear, you sometimes seem to know when I'm feeling lousy uh. Thankz Sherllie for all those awesome comforting messages I really appreciate it alot. And also, many thankz to the rest who asked about me when they saw me in school : )
I love J, the best "brother" I can ever have in this world.
11 years and still counting.
You don't have to apologise for neglecting me because I know that no matter what happens, you will always be there for me. You took great care of me in YangShuo and I'm really grateful for that. I hope everything will stay this way, perfect as it is.
I know that the kind of love I have for you will never end up in a typical bg relationship and that's the best thing that can ever happen to us.
I love you.
"After the rain comes the shine plus the bow, the rainbow." --- J.