Everything was done, so you would come.
Yours Truly.








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Saturday, May 16, 2009, 1:26 PM
It must have been. . . . . .

Ha haha, I haven't been around here for ages. Long enough for it to rot.
Hmmm, I think it's fine with me with nobody coming to visit this site anymore.

Have been facebooking more often recently, I don't know why too. Currently hooked on Spot the Difference hahahahahaha "STD"!!!(inside joke)

Midyears will be commencing this coming Monday and I've yet to finish my revision on any subject. Yes, no I'm serious. Gonna be so dead when my results are out, dang. )-: Study leave for 2 days didn't really help as much. Camped at airport's bk and tcc on both days with Kartika&Aloysius. Sinus is irritating the hell outta' me, screw it.

Furthermore, I keep aggravating my ankle injury so I haven't recover since many weeks ago. It's still swollen and I can't point my left leg anymore. )-: I can't kneel down properly with both my feet touching the floor. I can't take my napfa test. I can't go for training. Yes, it's that horrible. I'm afraid to go to the sinseh, cause' I've low pain tolerance level.

That day, Xinyu and Kartika asked me, "You still wanna play netball?"
No doubt. I know the answer deep in my heart. Gotta hold on there, no matter what.


Severe mood swings in school, really sorry to those who have been affected by me.
I'm feeling super stressed up. I can't seem to let go of the pressure that's building up inside my head. Why ???????? Isit because you're not there for me ?




How I'd wish I can put everything aside for now, get rid of my stress and then continue. But of course, it wouldn't be possible though.

I keep asking myself, "Have I ever really regretted choosing the JC path, instead of going to poly?"

There's no turning back for me, unless.
I need help, desperately.









Where on earth is my motivation.....?