Everything was done, so you would come.
Yours Truly.
Sunday, August 3, 2008, 6:43 PM
Went out last night and reached home at almost midnight. Watched the fireworks at MarinaBay, ha ha ha ha ha simply an awesome sight to behold! I stood at the canopy, commenting on how pretty and beautiful the fireworks were. Yet, my heart was aching real badly. I knew I was putting on a false facade in front of everyone. I just realised that good things will always come to an end, no matter what. Will love last forever, till eternity? I doubt so. Just like the fireworks, no matter how majestic they were, it was only short-lived. Went for breakfast with the usuals today and I got chided by Daddy for being moody and grouchy early in the morning. I did not argue back at him this time, coz' I can't possibly tell him what had happened, could I?
Now I'm home alone again, stuck in between my pile of homework. Could have gone out too if not for my f.ucking comprehension passages. Attended church service in the afternoon and I broke down during praise&worship. I felt it again.
Heavenly Father, I pray to You that with your holy powers and your amazing grace, You'll mend my heart and take away all my tears. You lift me into your kingdom oh God as I come forward to receive my blessings. Lord, help me to get over this quickly and not affect my studies for Prelims and O levels. In the mighty and most precious name of Jesus I pray and thank, Amen.
I hate you for hurting me.
It took me so hard and so much time to fall for you.