Everything was done, so you would come.
Yours Truly.
Friday, May 16, 2008, 6:45 PM
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I felt it again, the same hurting feeling. Hurt my neck a few days ago, swollen gum, and now stomach cramps. My stomach brought me such pain I lost my appetite. Thanks for asking me how I felt yesterday. Those few words really mean alot to me, coz' it tells me that you guys still cared, at least. But y'all kept talking to each other, without saying a word to me. I thought it would just last for awhile, so I held back. But it already happened a few times, why? At last, I couldn't hold it anymore and the tears came down.....I pretended to be asleep. I didn't want anyone to see my tears. Putting on a false facade was all I could do. But inside, it really hurts, it really hurts alot. Will it be better if I leave you guys? Afterall, I always seem so out of place.
No comforting words.
No jokes to cheer me up when I'm down.
Not much to say to each other.
I thought you guys could understand me, but I was wrong.
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