Everything was done, so you would come.
Yours Truly.
Friday, April 4, 2008, 5:29 PM
Uncontrollable.
I broke down during Pe lesson today. I think I'd ran too hard, too fast till my body couldn't take it anymore. I struggled towards the toilet, thinking that I could still be able to make it. But I felt weak all over as I leaned forward over the sink. I sat on the floor, hearing my heartbeat thumping loudly and clearly.
When Xiaoxuan asked what happened to me, tears came falling down. I didn't had the courage to tell her at that moment. My head was spinning and I was not able to walk straight. Furthurmore, my left leg was totally numb. I had to use the help of my right leg to push myself to walk. Step by step, step by step. It was the first time I ever felt this way after a run.
I seriously was not able to feel a single thing on my left leg and for a moment, I felt as if I had only one leg. It was really tormenting for me.
I sat down on the curb. I tried holding back my tears, but to no avail. After recess, I felt pain in the same leg. I realised I'd pulled my muscle and it hurt f'king badly. Thank God I'm fine right now, if not it would take a long time for me to get home.
I'm going to train 3km everyday till Tues, which leaves me one day of rest before the actual run on Wed.