Debrief started yesterday &it was like fking shit. Really deep shit. My English results still maintained. My Chinese compo improved which made me happy for a few minutes. Overall, my Chinese passed. Uh huh, but so what when I knew that I was going to fail the other subjects.? I flunked my E Maths paper 1. F.L.U.N.K.E.D. I was feeling frigging horrible inside but I just did not express out. Now I really hope that my E Maths paper 2 would help to pull up my overall marks. Which is possible.?? Why the hell must we have both physical and mental torture huh ?!?!?!
Physical---sitting on the hard uncomfortable floor. Mental---disappointing results. Argh.!! Thank-fking-you teachers for this ‘nice’ torture yeah.
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Today’s debrief was much worse as I’d expected. Last night I couldn’t get to sleep. I looked out of my window &realised that it was a beautiful starry night. Out of boredom, I counted the stars. Hehs. Many thoughts rushed through my mind at that moment. I had a bad feeling about my results this time round. Chinese paper 2 was uhm...as usual, lousy. A Maths was H.O.R.R.I.D.!!!! This word is just 0.00000000000001 times to describe it. It made my heart sink deep deep deep down. What added on to my misery &heartache was fking Social Studies. How wonderful that I’ve flunked this paper. WOW.-.- I held on, till I got home.
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I hate myself for getting such lousy results. I HATE MYSELF!!! But what’s done cannot be undone. I just have to take it within my stride. Or I hope so. I’ll revise my work during the june holidays, I swearzx.
The torture will be continuing tomorrow………(Sigh)

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